Seasons Alone

As seasons of life go by the experience of the ones felt alone and in waiting never seem to get any easier.  The time drags and I can’t seem to muster up the want or desire to do much of anything. I’m tired. I feel threatened and scared, and I want relief. Never knowing if solitude or company is the answer I’m stuck in between. Even though I know it will pass and something is to be learned from this, I will be better off in the end until it comes again.